Megan Gannon – Ⅱ
First Defense
Suddenly everything
had a word. Each day
he led a new beast
by the scruff
or muzzle, each name
blossomed my throat
like scented air. Tortoise,
mouse, horse, hare.
He’d found a way
of living
with absence– a sound
to summon the beast
when the beast wasn’t
there. How long,
with the sun only
flickering
skin and breath
without a word hard
to swallow, could I
last without something
similar to give? I only
wanted him to know
distance and emptiness
answered, to show
how every word consumed
hollows wider
at the core so soon
the only thing you have
to spare is hunger.
Suddenly everything
had a word. Each day
he led a new beast
by the scruff
or muzzle, each name
blossomed my throat
like scented air. Tortoise,
mouse, horse, hare.
He’d found a way
of living
with absence– a sound
to summon the beast
when the beast wasn’t
there. How long,
with the sun only
flickering
skin and breath
without a word hard
to swallow, could I
last without something
similar to give? I only
wanted him to know
distance and emptiness
answered, to show
how every word consumed
hollows wider
at the core so soon
the only thing you have
to spare is hunger.