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 The Little White Boy 

 

 

Little White Boy

Little White Boy

What will you remember of your Latina Caretaker

when you grow up?

What will your society allow you to remember of her, Little White Boy?

Will you remember how she had to leave her kids in the care of others,

in order to arrive early each morning just to take care of you?

Will you remember the stories and the sweet, sweet songs

she taught you and sang for you in Spanish?

 

Little White Boy

Little White Boy

What will you remember of your Latina Caretaker

when you grow up?

What will your society allow you to remember of her, Little White Boy?

 

Will you remember her kind and gentle ways, when

you happen to fall down or when something upset you?

Will you remember how she cleaned you when messed, or

peed in your diaper or in your

very expensive underwear?

 

Little White Boy

Little White Boy

What will you remember of Latina Caretaker

when you grow up?

Will you remember how she took you to the park, which you liked

nearly every day and how she patiently taught you how to play, all

the while thinking and worrying about her own kids?

Will you remember how she quite often rocked you to sleep in her lap

even though she was completely exhausted?

 

Little White Boy

Little White Boy

What will you remember of your sweet Latina Caretaker

when you grow up?

What will your society allow you to remember of her, Little White Boy?

Will you remember that she also had suenos* and esperanzas** for the future?

 

Will you be able to remember that what she truly wanted was a chance,

if not for herself, then for her kids and not

some so-called opportunity, which in the end turns out to be

nothing more than a mirage

 

Little White Boy

Little White Boy

What will you remember of your Latina Caretaker

when you grow up?

What will your society allow you to remember of her, Little White Boy?

Will you grow up someday to understand that all of this magical land

intimately bordering on the Pacific Ocean, once belonged to a long

line of her forefathers

That all of it was stolen from them under some false and phony pretense of aggression and war?

 

Will you grow up and learn to respect her culture,

her beautiful stories,

her poetic language?

What will your society allow you to remember of her, Little White Boy?

Or did the larger society already indicate to you that her only purpose

and value was taking care of you, Little White Boy?

 

 

 

 

*suenos is ‘dreams’ in Spanish.

**esperanzas is ‘hopes’.
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