Judy Halebsky – Ⅱ
Space, gap, interval, distance
I have spent too many days counting
butter or cream cheese
4 or 6 or 8
how to piece in the hours like a layer cake
Lorca and your olive fields
Ginsberg and your mountain dream
I have been a paper doll
not thinking of the rain
as what we leave open
between us
so the spirits when they come
will have a place to land
The day we drove from the coast of Salinas back to Sacramento
the sun fell in broad strokes as we leaned into the curve
you were looking at me and I caught your eyes
wish I could have known it then
to mark that feeling in ink
as a stamp
a letter
something I could send in the mail
that would come out of the envelope
just as it had gone in –
carefully written
bled into
and only half-parted with
I have spent too many days counting
butter or cream cheese
4 or 6 or 8
how to piece in the hours like a layer cake
Lorca and your olive fields
Ginsberg and your mountain dream
I have been a paper doll
not thinking of the rain
間 ma
written as the sun
coming through the gate
as what we leave open
between us
so the spirits when they come
will have a place to land
The day we drove from the coast of Salinas back to Sacramento
the sun fell in broad strokes as we leaned into the curve
you were looking at me and I caught your eyes
wish I could have known it then
to mark that feeling in ink
as a stamp
a letter
something I could send in the mail
that would come out of the envelope
just as it had gone in –
carefully written
bled into
and only half-parted with